I Refuse to Sacrifice My Own Dreams Just to Be My Family’s Free Maid

“Hi Bright Side,
I (26F) and my husband (29M) have been together for 6 years, married for 3. When we tied the knot, we were prepared: financially stable, emotionally ready, and both dreaming of a big family. Last year I got pregnant, and 6 months ago, I had a stillbirth.
It happened after a car accident. My husband was driving, distracted, and didn’t notice a red light. Another car hit us on my side. I was rushed to the hospital, but the baby didn’t make it. I don’t even have words for the physical pain, and emotionally... I was shattered. Grieving, traumatized, numb.
I blamed it all on my husband, I couldn’t even look at him after what had happened. I went to stay with my sister for 3 months so I could heal and process. When I finally came back, our relationship seemed fine. Things were still heavy, but I thought we were at least trying to move forward. Recently, he sat me down, looked me in the eye and confessed that while I was gone, he ‘had a fling’ with someone else... because, in his words, we were on a ‘break.’
I just sat there, numb. We’re married. I didn’t leave to ‘take a break’ like some teenage couple. I left to mourn our child. At no point did I imply it was acceptable to sleep with other people. He never asked, never clarified, he just decided that’s what our space meant.
And what was even more cruel, that he waited for some time after I moved back home to tell me. Which means he knew exactly what he was hiding. I packed my stuff immediately. Now I’m staying in a hotel. He’s been flooding my phone with apologies. Saying we can fix this, rebuild, continue counseling. My parents found out and insist that I forgive him. But I can’t accept that. To me, it was a conscious choice he made. And I don’t feel any urge to fight for this marriage anymore. Everyone now is treating me like I’m overreacting, like wanting divorce is some extreme step.
What should I do?”
Here are some comments from Bright Side readers, who just couldn’t pass by Rachel’s story:
Dear Rachel,
Sometimes the real question is not whether you can forgive him but whether you want to keep living in a marriage that will always carry a shadow this heavy. Instead of rushing to divorce or reconciliation, give yourself a trial separation that is intentional, not emotional, where you set clear boundaries and see how life feels on your own without the constant pull of his presence. During this time, invest in rebuilding your identity outside of the roles of wife and mother, because trauma often erases the sense of who you are beyond those titles.
If after months of distance you still feel only relief at being apart, that clarity is more valuable than any apology he could ever offer. If instead you find yourself missing the person he used to be, you will know that rebuilding might be possible but it has to start from a new foundation rather than patching up the old one. The key is that you should choose from a place of strength and clarity, not from pressure or guilt whispered by others.