I Won’t Talk to My MIL After My FIL Passed Away, Even Though She Was My Second Mom

Family relationships can be complicated, especially when roles shift suddenly. One day, the people who supported you are leaning on you instead, and you’re left questioning how much you can give without losing yourself.

One of our readers, Emily (38, F), shared a story about her mother-in-law that explores loyalty, guilt, and the limits of caregiving.

Here’s her letter:

"Hi Bright Side,

I feel like I’m betraying my family by writing to you, but I really need an outsider’s perspective.

My mother-in-law, Susan, has always been a rock for our family. She babysat whenever we needed her, helped with chores, and even chipped in toward our rent when things were tight. She was the first to arrive when there was a problem and the last to leave when everything was sorted. I used to tell my friends how lucky I was to have someone like her in my life.

A sudden loss changed her life.

A few months ago, my father-in-law, Bob. passed away unexpectedly. It was devastating. My mother-in-law lost her lifelong partner, her confidant, and her friend. I watched her struggle to adjust; the empty house felt like a constant reminder of everything she had lost. She started calling me frequently, sometimes just to hear a familiar voice. I tried to be there for her because she had always been there for me.

I began to sink under the pressure.

I didn’t mind being there for Susan; I could imagine what she was going through, but slowly her dependence on me grew to the point that her other children (including my husband) began to leave the responsibility of looking after their grieving mother to me alone.

Calls came in the morning, afternoon, and night. Requests for help with bills, groceries, small errands, or just company. I answered them all at first, even when it meant stretching myself too thin and sometimes, neglecting my children.

My concerns were dismissed.

Part of me was frustrated. I could understand her grief, but I couldn’t understand why no one else seemed to notice or care. I began to feel that my own sacrifices were invisible. I tried to talk to my husband and his siblings about it, hoping they would take some responsibility, but instead of hearing me out, they told me I ’owed it to my mother-in-law after all she’s done for me’ and since I’m ’just at home with my kids all day’ I should be able to help.

I needed to put my needs first, no matter what.

I began to feel trapped. I was trying to keep her afloat, but it seemed no one else cared, and some even seemed to hope I’d fail. The pressure built with every call, every expectation, every silent glance from her other children. Eventually, I couldn’t handle it. I started letting calls go unanswered. I felt guilty, but I also felt suffocated. I had my own life, my kids, my work, yet it seemed like I was expected to be her constant support while her own children didn’t even call to check up on her. My exhaustion turned into quiet resentment, and I realized I needed to step back.

I still feel so guilty.

Now, she barely speaks to me. When we do talk, there’s tension I can’t ignore. I know she feels abandoned, and maybe she’s right. I can’t help but feel bitter too, that I was left to carry the weight alone, that no one else seemed to see her pain or mine.

I wonder if I failed her in her darkest moment, or if I did what I had to do to protect myself. My husband and his siblings are trying to make me seem like the bad guy, but I don’t care what they think. What bothers me is that the silence between my mother-in-law and me is growing heavier with each passing day, and I don’t know if I deserve it!

Thank you, Emily, for reaching out and sharing your story with the Brightside community. We understand your guilt and applaud your ability to honor your needs.

What you’re feeling matters, and it’s an entirely natural part of being human. With care, we’ve gathered a few gentle thoughts that we hope might provide some comfort or perspective in this moment.

These are a few things we hope you won’t forget:

• You’ve poured so much of your heart into this. The fact that not everyone sees it doesn’t take away from its truth. You’ve carried love, care, and strength through pain, and that counts.
• Taking a step back is more than okay. Wanting space doesn’t mean you’re failing anyone — it simply means you have limits, just like every other person. Protecting your energy is an act of care, not abandonment.
• You deserve care and support, too. You are not only a daughter-in-law, or a wife, or any single role. You are a whole, complete person, and your needs are important, even if others don’t speak them aloud.
• Grief can make it hard for someone to see beyond their own pain. Susan is probably struggling with her own emotions. Her requests may be born from fear or loneliness rather than a desire for perfection. Your feelings still matter, but understanding hers may bring some clarity.
• Everyone is doing their best, but that doesn’t make it fair. Sometimes people fall into patterns without noticing. You’ve become the ‘strong one,’ and it’s easy for others to overlook your needs. That’s not your fault, and things can shift.

Caring for others shouldn’t mean losing yourself. What would you do if you were in Emily’s place? Would you keep going, even if it broke you inside? Is saying no really selfish?

If this struck a chord, check out this story about the quiet weight of giving, guilt, and sacrifice.